Joyful

Friday, June 19, 2020

Ugly Love

I call it ugly love.
Not because you are ugly people!

But you have passed the honeymoon stage,
the rehearsed questions and answers. 

it's all pajamas,
watch a game
snuggle while it rains kind of love.

Where we can argue about politics,
kiss and playfully make up-
where we can fall asleep on each other
drool left on your shirt.

It's pure, authentic and you aren't being anything but natural,
and I think that's when you get to be exposed, open -
it's embracing our natural state,
beginning the journey to find out.

Monday, May 18, 2020

Beauty in Solitary


People tell me there is beauty in being alone.

There is nothing romantic about laying on your bathroom floor screaming out for a name who no longer acknowledges your existence.

There is nothing pretty about the tears you wipe from your eyes as you pray for a way out of your mind,

Nothing satisfying about feeling like the world is on your shoulders and no one is there to help you breathe.

inhale
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exhale
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inhale.
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And then the realization struck,

Fall in love with healing yourself!

Sunday, April 12, 2020

The Me

“Today I asked my body what she needed, which is a big deal
Considering my journey of not really asking of its zeal.

I thought she might need more water
Or protein
Or greens
Or yoga
Or supplements.

But as I stood in the shower
Reflecting on her stretch marks,
Her roundness where I would like flatness,
Her softness where I would like firmness,

All those conditioned wishes
That form a bundle of Never-Quite-Right-ness

She whispered very gently:
Could you just love me as is?”

Sunday, September 29, 2013

Travel To The Blissful Darjeeling

There is nothing more blissful than getting lost in streets and life of the city of Darjeeling, the land of celestial thunderbolt, as its known in north-east India. It’s like being in a dream, walking through the winding roads and woods, looking at the approaching clouds and water dripping from the tips of the innumerable green ferns. As you stroll around with the majestic Mt. Kanchenjunga playing peek-a-boo among the clouds, you will be compelled to wonder at the sudden appearances of clouds all around you. One has to be physically present there to take in the moment as if the sky itself is bowing down to embrace you. Sometimes they surround you like a translucent blanket of fog, but there are times when it is so dense that one has to stop and wait till it passes. It’s a heaven- like experience, where while you can see nothing below your waist, everything above it is clear. The place’s attractions are the panoramic vista with snow-clad mounts and acres of greenery shaped in form of tea-plantation of the heavy-eyed hill resort.
To the east, a dull orange sun emerges, painting the sky with brilliant strokes of magenta, gold, orange and fuchsia. The snow capped Everest, Kabru, Kanchenjunga, Jannu and other peaks become visible as if they have also risen from slumber to start a new day. As the fog lifts in the slowly penetrating sun, the town gradually comes alive. Amidst brewing of tea, the sing-song Gorkhali (the local dialect) rises and falls like music. The British consummate architecture makes holidaymakers spellbound by the entire topography of its environs as well as enthralls them by showcasing the true vim and vigour of beautiful Himalayas.
West Bengal is undoubtedly a seventh heaven for the tourist where he finds himself completely cuddled in the tender lap of natural world of verdure ecology. One certainly finds feelings of jealousy for those who are the natives of this paradise. The beauty of Darjeeling is truly amazing and has inspired the minds of great Nepali authors and poets. Due to its scenic beauty, heavenly ambiance and climatic conditions it was the summer capital during the British rule in India and not to forget it has a glorious history written with the pen of god and ink of memorable memories.

Best Time to Visit Darjeeling

The best time to visit Darjeeling is during March-May or September-November. The rains which start by May-end are heavy which make living conditions cold and unbearable for a non-resident. During winters there is a drastic fall in temperature from the summer’s 15 to 25 degrees centigrade to as low as 2 to 10 degrees.

Tourists Attractions

One of the prime places to visit is a visit to Ghoom which is 6 km away from the main town; the hillock is dominated by the famous Yiga Choeling Monastery which has 15 images of the Maitreya Buddha. Belonging to the “Yellow hat” sect, the monastery contains many ancient palm leaf and paper manuscripts in Tibetan script. The Museum of Natural History is where one can see a fine collection of Himalayan animals, reptiles, birds and insects.
Padmaja Naidu Himalayan Zoological Park is the only centre in India for the breeding of the rare “Snow leopard”. The Ussurian tigers and the Himalayan black bear are also among its attractions. Neighbouring the zoo is the Himalayan Mountaineering Institute established in 1954 by the then Prime Minister, Jawaharlal Nehru, in the wake of the conquest of Everest. Tenzing Norgay was its first Director and Advisor till his demise. A kilometre from the zoo is the Darjeeling-Rangit Valley ropeway. Considered the longest in Asia, it is a thrilling ride with splendid views.
If one is looking for souvenirs, then the Tibetan Refugee Self Help Centre. It produces excellent Tibetan crafts like carpets, wood and leather work. Established in 1959 after the Dalai Lama and his followers fled Tibet, it is a haven for ethnic Tibetan art.
The lush green tea gardens on the hills would leave a mesmerizing effect on the tourists and especially the hot black tea by the roadside tea stalls serves as the best beverage in that cold climate.

Trekking Tracks of Darjeeling

Darjeeling in India was the first hill region where organized trekking was first conducted by Dr. Hooker in the 1840s. For the adventurous freaks, the breathtaking panoramic views of Everest and Kanchenjunga have been alluring thousands of nature lovers from different parts of the world since then. Treks in this region are organized through both high and low altitude areas. The best time of the year to undertake trek in Darjeeling in India is April-May and October-November. It is advisable to carry one’s own provisions.

Special feature: journey by toy train in Darjeeling

About 22 kilometres through, lends an enchanting peep into the valley below with the Bhutan range in the east, the Teesta River and its Tiger island in the south-east. The sensational point of the fourth spiral, the Agony Point, is reached outside the Tindharia station.
The scenic beauty along the rail line is a thing of joy forever. From those stalwart Sal trees, the railway track twists in and out of ravines, the tall cotton trees, the buttressed semul palms, the giant bamboo all entwined with creepers and loaded with ferns and moss. There are fig trees, oak and chestnut trees, the birch, the maple brambles and Orchids, some of them interspersed with walnut trees and laurels until, in the vicinity of Cheem, the centre of the Buddhist monastery of the Yellow Sect, there is that glorious glimpse of primroses, magnolias and rhododendrons. This luxurious vegetation is topped with sublime landscapes of snowy heights, more than a dozen peaks standing aloft above 6,000 meters – the renowned Kanchenjunga and the mountains of east Nepal, Sikkim and Tibet.
You won’t feel it until you see it, a travelogue may help you get a description but it won’t give you the essence of the place that this land is. The beauty of Darjeeling sends it invitation; it’s on you how long you take to pack your traveling bags.

Monday, August 23, 2010

The Quarrel


I quarrelled with my brother
I don't know what about
One thing led to another
And somehow we fell out
The start of it was slight,
The end of it was strong,
He said he was right,
I knew he was wrong !!


We hated one another
The afternoon turned black
Then suddenly my brother
thumped me on the back,
And said " Oh,come along!! "
We can't go on all night-----

And now I was wrong
So he was right !!!!....


Love you my sweet brother............. :) :)

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Independence at School :)

Many years back, while in school, Independence Day was celebrated with a patriotic songs competition. Each class put out its best singers boys and girls to sing the patriotic songs in chorus and the peons on the drums and other string musical instruments.

Each class prized its singers and cheered them with all their heart. Most of the songs were Hindi songs bar a few. And it was always Ae mere watan ke logon that bagged the first prize.

The singers had an added incentive - they had to bunk classes and practice and as audience we got to hear many classes practicing for the 10 days before the event. We would request our teachers to give us 10 minutes break in between so that the team could practice. I was always a cheerleader all but once I did get a chance to be a chance of that famed chorus of singers - my moments of fame as a voice in the chorus of about 15 children.Thanks to my music teacher and I express my gratitude to all those who patiently bear my baritone for 20 long minutes as far as my memories go...

Its about 5 years since the last time I attended the school function. But seeing the state of the nation today, these songs seem blank.Of course, I accept that they are absolutely awesome but are pointless now.

Hum honge kaamyaab - perhaps, but 60 years later, we are still not kaamyaab against many basic problems. And we seem to battle corruption as a monster that has completely got etched in the annals of Indian History.

Dulhan Chali - 60 odd years later, the bride is anything but a bride and is somewhere everyday killed for dowry making the adage very true--- Maanav-dahez ka dhaanav ( Human-- Dowry demon)

Ae mere watan ke logon - But now the people have completely forgotten the immortal martyrs and of course themselves too in the rat race for name ..fame and many more......India has become a place where the Olympic Winners get a fat recognition amount while the people who protect the border are forgotten forever...

Hope the day is not too far when these songs gain their perfect meaning in the present circumstances.

Monday, November 2, 2009

FORCE OF ATTRACTION !!!!

All things
near or far,
are hiddenly linked
by immortal power
that You can't stir a flower
without troubling a star.!!!